Embrace your unique qualities and love who you are : )

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

Okay, straight to the point. Actually, I don't have any idea to write about this but when I listen to this song.. it makes me feel like why should I want to be like others instead of being myself. It's more better isn't?

Sometimes, I feel like "wahhh kan best jadi macam dia.. eh kenapa aku tak macam dia ek and bla bla bla...."

Okay look. It's okay to be like others untuk benda yang baik. Contohnya, nak jadi pandai, nak cuba jadi lebih bergaya tanpa rasa "terpaksa".

If you guys jenis tak pakai make-up and your face natural beauty but you nak jugak pakai make-up sebab tengok orang lain pakai cantik. Eeee muka dia flawless, tapi muka aku banyak pimples, dia kurus ada thigh gap, kenapa aku gemuk ada lemak and bla bla bla. I know, kita semua mesti pernah rasa semua tu. Even sampai ahh tak bestnya hidup! *bunuh diri* Aippp, fikir balik. Allah jadikan kita sebaik baik manusia dan setiap daripada kita ada kelebihan dan kekurangan sendiri. Mungkin kita tak nampak sekarang. Tapi satu hari nanti : )

Please, kalau kita nak sangat perubahan dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Jangan sampai kita rasa TERPAKSA nak buat benda tu. Susah kalau kita buat sesuatu benda sebab terpaksa tau. It's better if we do something atas kerelaan kita sendiri,

Based on my experience, dulu finaz memang sangat sangat "alergik" dengan make-up ni semua lagi2 lipstick. Ohhhh sh** memang musuh ketat gila tu. Ingat lagi masa tadika, cikgu nak pakaikan lipstick sebab nak bergambar pakai jubah yang ala2 kita nak convo tu hahahaha. Pehhh time Allah je tahu perasaan aku nak cari tisu untuk lap balik lipstik tu sampai rasa nak nangis nak melalak kuat2. ahahaaha. Sebab takde tisu, takde cara lain nak lap, at last aku lap kat jubah aku pakai tu. hahahahahahaahah.

Sampailah umur aku 17 tahun (lepas habis spm I think so) finaz start untuk cuba pakai lipstick slow2 tanpa rasa TERPAKSA. Sampailah sekarang I feel so confident wearing any lipstick without any hesitation. kahkah.

Sampai aritu ada majlis apa entah so finaz tga siap2 kat bilik then my mom pelik and she was like "eleh budak tu dulu geli dgn lipstick sampai nangis2 sekarang dia pula pakai lebih2" hahahahaha see? Until my mom sendiri perasan apa finaz geli dulu tulah finaz pakai skrg.

So, what I want to say is, you don't have to try so hard to impress people out there. Cukup kita pakai atas kerelaan sendiri dan MEMANG KITA NAK PAKAI. For ourselves. For sure, it takes time to try something that we dislike. It's okay.

So, pasal tubuh badan pula, maaf kalau ada cakap benda yang terasa ke apa. Tak ada niat langsung. Tahu, perasaan insecure tu mesti ada. Kadang yang kurus nak gemok. Yang gemok nak kurus. Takpe, lantak pi orang nak cakap apa pasal kita. Jangan sampai kau TERPAKSA taknak makan sanggup berlapar sebab nak kurus. Jangan pls. Kesian tau, Allah dah bagi kita nikmat makan tapi kita taknak makan semata-mata nak kurus. Sebab ada setengah orang yang Allah dah tarik nikmat makan dia. Haa. cuma kalau betul nak cantikkan lagi diri ni biarlah berpada-pada cthnya kurangkan makan ke or makan vegetables maybe. Ikut kemampuan sendiri tp jgn sampai TERPAKSA. Okay?

Kalau ada yang cakap "eleh kau kurus boleh ah cakap sng blablabla" Daripada awak cakap macamtu why not awak jaga pemakanan tu. Nak badan cantik tapi still complain itu ini tak jalan juga kan? So, you know what's best for your own body. : )

This picture tells you the truth babe. So,

Stop the negative talk about your body.

Our differences make us beautiful.

Embrace your unique qualities and love who you are. : )

Next, flawless or not? Yang ni aku pun terasa, hahaha. okay tak lah. sebab muka finaz sendiri pun banyak flaws. kahkah. Yang ni finaz tak berapa nak tahu sbb ni pasal our skin and it depends what we use the product for our skin right. Sebab ada sesetengah kulit yang sangat sensitif tak boleh kena cahaya matahari lah ada yang tak boleh guna itu tak boleh guna ini. So, it's your skin and you know what's best for your own skin.

Apa yang penting, kita buat bukan sebab kita nak tiru orang sampai diri kita terpaksa nak buat benda tu. No need okay. Just be yourself. Yeah, love yourself.

I believe that, as we grow older, the more we want to try something new. I feel you guys because I've been through the same thing.

Perasaan insecure pun, memang kalau diikutkan semua orang insecure dengan orang lain termasuk lah saya sendiri yang asyik2 nak insecure. hahahaa. Tapi, setiap kali finaz insecure, I told myself, just be grateful what we have right now. Mungkin apa yang kita ada, orang lain takde dan begitu juga sebaliknya. : )

The song that inspired me to write this is below.





That's all for today. Assalamualaikum. : )   ***pinashpublish***

A little throwback story.

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

Okay, harini mood memang nak taip dalam bm. Kalau ada bahasa campur campur sikit tu takpe ea. Boleh kan? Boleh ea tq : * Harini finaz just nak share about today's activity and maybe a little throwback stoooory. hihi *senyum gigi*

Alright. So, today is a very very boring day ever. Ever ke? Yelah kan. Hari jumaat memang I don't have any class. Jadi, jawapannya memang boring ah mereput lah kan kan kan?! *nangis hua*

Today's activity dari pagi after I wake up (tengahari sebenarnya) *pandang bawah* lepas mandi, pergi makan, then main phone, bukak laptop, tengok gambar, dengar lagu, tutup laptop, main phone lagi, tidur lagi, bangun, solat, main phone lagi sampai lah sekarang MAIN PHONE LAGI dan sekarang ni MENULIS BLOG. sebab apa? sebab tak tahu nak buat apa lagi. ha ha ha.

Padahal I have another one report to accomplish and I have to get ready for 4 presentations for next week. Don't worry 4 presentations tu slide semua dah siap tinggal another one slide in progress. Weh, beraninya aku cakap boring padahal ada benda je nak kena buat lol *emoji nangis ketawa* Ala biasalah, tak namanya student ah buat kerja last minit :p yang penting kerja tetap hantar. Kan?

Since I have nothing to do, so I would like to tell you guys about my past. Yeah my past (when I was a kid) agak lawak jugak lah hahahahahahaha. (okay aku dah ketawa dulu) Do you guys believe if I tell you yang finaz pernah minum air minyak tanah?! HAHAHAHA bongoknya weh minum minyak tanah kot hahahahaha adoi I still can't forget that moment tho *emoji nangis ketawa byk2*

But, finaz sangat sangat bersyukur sebab Allah panjangkan lagi umur ni sampailah sekarang dah besar dah *tetap 149cm : (*  Menurut apa yang mama cerita, that time mama tga suapkan makan actually, then finaz kepedasan terus capai cawan yang ada depan mata terus minum. Nak dijadikan cerita, rupanya cawan yang ada air masak tu cousin dah tukarkan dengan air minyak tanah. Biasalah kita budak budak dulu kan nakal nakal. hahaha. Weh terus biru muka niiiii :O mama cakap terus pengsan then bawak pergi hospital. Haih nasib panjang umur ni lagi. Hahahaha.

Until now, I'm still wondering about my height. Maybe minyak tanah punya effect ke? Tu yang kecik je dari dulu. hahhahahhaaha. No no no. I'm not saying like I'm not grateful. Ofcourse I'm grateful bcs He gives me chance to still can breathe until today : )

This is me. 

Saje letak gambar ni. Takut cakap tipu pulak tinggi 149 cm. hahahahahaha. kbai.

So, that's all for today. Hihi bye. Assalamualaikum : )   ***pinashpublish***

For the first time.

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

So, here is my very first time to post it on blog. OMG. I still can't believe that finally I have my own blogger acc. hahaha. Actually, I want to have a blog a long time ago but today and NOW, RIGHT NOW, I finally have my own blog. *bunga api pap pap pap* hahaha sooo exticed TOO EXCITED. okay. Do you guys want to know how I come to create this account? taknak tahu it's okay. I nak cerita jugak :p today 16th Sept is Malaysia Day so it's a public holiday but I just stay at college and lie in my bed, sitting in front of my laptop and end up creating this acc :O So, I was totally bored out of my mind. Another reason why I really want to have this blog is because I love writing since primary school. (sebab karangan BM I A+++ kot.) *plus plus tu tipu* Eh no, I'm not trying to be cocky but the things that I want to say is I just love writing. To be honest, my english is soooo sooooo broken :| I tell u guys the truth tau *rahsia kita kita okay* since primary school lagi I can't deal with English subject. Idk why. Maybe that's my weakness kot. BUT, for every single day, I tell myself, I have to speak even one word. It's okay if you can't speak in fully english or in broken english ATLEAST you're TRYING. Then, kesalahan grammar tu kita betulkan and do not repeat the same broken grammar again. Slow slow okay. Pinash boleh! *shows muscles* 

I don't know what else can I share in this blog. But yeah, inshaAllah I will use this acc to make something useful or in another word, is worth for me and the people out there/people reading this. 

That's all for today. bye assalamualaikum : )    ***pinashpublish***