What's happening during my semester break.........

Assalamualaikum. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii : )

Do you see that my "Hi" is really long than before? Ahaa! So, you guys can see how excited am I right? Ofcourse lah because I didn't write my blog almost 2 weeks. Yup. I don't know how can I be addicted to my blog lol :p Not so addicted actually but..................

OMG I swear I'm really really really boring tho *nangis tak nangis*  hm, I think my semester break will be the same day by day. *oh yaaa! Fyi, I already started my semester break last week actually* 

So, like I say just now, I think my semester break will be the same day: morning go to work and afternoon rotting at home till night haihhhh *pandang bawah* And, the same thing will repeat over and over again.

Huish, about my work I'm not really kisah sangat, yang kisahnya ni haa habis je kerja duduk rumah mereput. Maksud "mereput" tu takdelah aku tak buat kerja rumah langsung. Ofcourse I do because no one else will do all the kerja kerja kat rumah ni selain aku. Lol. Dah nama pun aku sorang je kat rumah ni memang aku lah yang kena buat. hahaha. Bukan nak cakap yang lain tak buat kerja, mama abah ira akan buat juga BILA MEREKA TAK KERJA. Why I click caps lock? That is mean, sebab mereka kerja lah saya yang tolong buat kerja rumah hewhew : )

Oh, don't get misunderstanding ya. I'm not trying to point out what I've done. Selagi nama pun masih anak, selagi tu I will do everything for my family. What's the use of staying at home doing nothing but bring more misery to our parents whenever they got home, right? But, kadang tu adalah kerja kerja rumah yang aku terlepas pandang sampai mama balik kerja be like " kenapa tak masak nasi lagi ni fifi? Katil mama kenapa tak kemaskan? Bilik fifi ni kenapa tak vacuum blablabla and so on" hahahahaha. BUT, overall my mom puashati ok :p

Antara kerja-kerja rumah yang memang wajib aku kena buat adalah, sidai baju --> angkat baju --> lipat baju. Haaa that is must! If I'm not doing that, ohhh only God knows how my mom's act. I cannot tho hahahaahhahaa!

So, about my work pula, hm actually my father family's side ada warung sendiri and ia terletak di hadapan rumah yang aku duduk ni. Tak sampai seminit pun dah sampai apatah kalau berlari sepuluh saat pun tak sampai. hahaha.

As usually, I have to wake up early in the morning hm around 6 am. And then siap-siap tepat 6.30 am keluar rumah. I think some people know apa yang aku kena buat kat warung tu. Yup, macam biasa akulah muka yang kena buat lempeng. haha. Lempeng tahu lempeng? Ala kalau tak tahu tanya lah sesiapa ya takpun google :p kalau aku cuti sem je sambung kerja kat warung ni, kalau aku naik sem balik kakak aku lah si ira tu yang ganti aku. hehe.

Bila hari isnin aritu aku start buat lempeng all the regular customers*pelanggan tetap kat warung tu* was like "eh bila kau balik fie? cuti sem dah ke fie? lama tak kau cuti? rindu lah pakcik kat fifi ni blablabla" adoi aku sendiri tergelak respond2 pakcik2 ni kat aku. ahhaahah. Ada pula tu yang bukan regular customer was like "eh kau tak sekolah ke? darjah berapa? tingkatan berapa?" eyyy panas pula hati titew! ahahaha. Nasib ko lah pinash.

Ada sorang pakcik ni memang dari aku habis spm kerja kat warung tu sampai lah sekarang panggil aku Amy because he said my face like Amy Mastura. hahahahahahahahahaha *guling guling atas katil* lol. haih pakcik pakcik lawak betul.

Kalau lah boleh aku cerita kerenah sorang sorang customers ni memang tak habis aku menulis sampai esok kang. hahaha. Mintak no. fone pun jangan cakap lah. Setiap kali diorang nak bayar mesti ada yang"fie bagi ah bagi ah no fone blablabla" aku cuma melemparkan senyuman paling manis je macam ni :))))))))))))) hahaha. yelah tak boleh lah buat muka teging, habis bankrup warung tu semua taknak datang kang kalau aku ngamuk. haha.

Habis cerita pasal warung. Actually, aku buat dua kerja, warung and frozen food. Hm, senang cerita, family belah abah memang bisnes ah. Ceh. haha. Habis je warung, aku buat frozen food pula. Antaranya ialah, pau kacang, donut, karipap sardin/kentang/ keledek, samosa sardin/kentang. So, sesiapa yang nak order frozen food boleh lah contact saya ya. Datang lah ke rumah. hehehe. *sambil menyelam minum air, sambil menulis blog sambil promosikan frozen food family kita* hewhew.

Jadi, apa aku nak sampaikan kat sini sebenarnya.............. tak sabar nak dapat gaji dari warung dan frozen! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Lepastu, habiskan duit dengan baju kasut tudung and so on. hahaha takdelah mestilah simpan sikit nak kawin kan? eh? hahahahaha kk gurau :p

Okay lah. That's all for today. Thankyou for reading ; ) Assalamualaikum. : ) ***pinashpublish***

After two weeks I didn't write......................

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

Its been a looooooong day without you my friend ~ ~  Ehhh, ternyanyi pula hihi. 😁😁 okay back to normal. Eh hi semua *lambai lambai tangan* I think its almost 2 weeks I didn't write on my blog. I think so. Rindu tak? hahahahahaaha k perasan *sebenarnya diri sendiri rindu kat blog ni*

OMG. Actually, I don't have any idea tho nak berbahas apa harini kahkahkah! Hm okaylah, since I dah lama tak menulis, so finaz nak cerita lah sikit about what's happening throughout this week. Alhamdulillah, all the presentations went well including my first paper for final exam. Please pray for me for getting excellent result. Amin : ) thankyou. *kisss banyak2*  Opps only for girls who read this. kikiki. Another one paper to go next week. May Allah ease everything. And I also pray for all my friends who is taking examination too.

So........ *pandang atas* haaaaa okay okay! Baru datang idea nak cerita pasal apa hahahaha. Eh, btw this entry is not about tutorial or whatsoever. Today I'm going to talk about the events that had occurs in the past 2 weeks.

As we know that, last 2 weeks adalah Hari Raya Aidiladha kan. So, ofcourse ah saya balik en. Like usually, every years my family and I will celebrated with my father's side and semestinya akan ada buat korban. Paling tak boleh lupa pernah sekali buat korban kambing biri-biri. Erk? hahahahaaha. Takpe asal daging dia sedap! yummy! haha.

K. sambung balik. Em, lepas habis aktiviti memotong daging dan sebagainyaaa.... Eh nak tengok gambar tak? Jap ea. hahahaahahaa

Nampak sayaaaaa tak? Hahahahaha muka confident nak timbang daging. Lol.

Nah, saya belanja lagi gambar. Tunggu ea.

Haaa itulah serba sedikit gambar yang ada kan. masing-masing busy hahahahaha.

Ni lepas sembelih. Padahal sebelum sembelih memasing acacah pakai mcm raya aidilfitri pertama hahahahaa.

Ehhhhhhhhhh actually kan benda lain finaz nak cerita tapi dah cerita pasal raya aritu pula. HAHAHAHAHAAHA. 

Okay. Benda yang sebenar-benarnya nak cerita sebenarnya............ finally finaz dapat pergi tempat yang finaz memang nak sangat pergi iaitu OIC (Oh Ice Cream) kat KSL tu dengan Cats Cafe. Yeahhhh big thanks to my sister sebab sudi melayan kerenah saya nak pergi sana sini. Hee.

Confirm ah kakak finaz tu sudi bawak keluar sebab tu je peluang dia dapat keluar dengan finaz sebab alang2 balik raya kan. Lagipun, selama finaz kat shah alam ni pun ira sorang kat rumah sebab adik2 finaz duduk kat kandang. Em hahahahaahaha k k mati kena tikam aku kalau adik aku baca haha. Taklah, diorang duduk asrama kt SIGS. So, memang tinggal sorang lah kakak aku tu kat rumah. 

Ahad, 27 Sept 2015

Nak pendekkan cerita, kiteorang keluar pukul 11 pagi then terus pecut ke KSL sebab saya lah saya yang nak sangat pergi OIC tu kan. hehe. Alhamdulillah, termakbul jugak hajat finaz nak pi makan ice cream kat sana. So, in my opinion, em not bad. If I had to score it over 10 I'll give it a 6 maybe. Takdelah sedapnya sampai OMG I wanna go there every 2 hourssssssss *emoji shocked*  hahahaha. 

So, here some pictures of us at the OIC.

So, that the face hehehehehe finally I get my craving ice cream *senyum*

Next, the second place we go at Cats Cafe!!!!! The place that I really really like seriously want to go. Big thanks again to my sister for fullfilling my request. hehe. Eh, seriously, all the cats at there really really cuteeeeeee nak mateyyyyyyy hahahaha. Ada yang acacah sombong rasa nak sepak hahahaha ada yang bajet bajet comel en eh k memang comel pun, hahaha. Aihhh I can't describe this feeling memang nak pergi lagi lepasni! 

Oh tak lupa juga makanan dia. Emmmm like I said just now if I had to score it over 10 I'll sureeeeee very very sure to give 10! Haaa. Eh don't minunderstanding ya. That's my opinion. Tak tahulah bagi orang lain kan. huhu. 

So here it is.

Haaa! Tengok gambar dah menyelerakan kan kan kan?! kikiki. Yummy!

Inilah kucing yang sombong ni rasa nak sepak. *tangan bukan kaki*

Itulah yang comel plus sombong gak. hahaha.

Last but not least, thankyousooomuch to my beloved sister sebab sudi layan kerenah kita. hehe. Jangan sedih2 okay nanti aku balik kau takkan bosan dah. Aku teman kau lepasni memandangkan cuti sem nak dekat dah! yeayy! hihi. 

Okay, that's all for today. Who is reading this right now, thankyou for lending your time to read this entry. Kali ni punya entry may not be a benefit to you but atleast I'm satisfied to share this. hihi.

Assalamualaikum. : )               ***pinashpublish***

Embrace your unique qualities and love who you are : )

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

Okay, straight to the point. Actually, I don't have any idea to write about this but when I listen to this song.. it makes me feel like why should I want to be like others instead of being myself. It's more better isn't?

Sometimes, I feel like "wahhh kan best jadi macam dia.. eh kenapa aku tak macam dia ek and bla bla bla...."

Okay look. It's okay to be like others untuk benda yang baik. Contohnya, nak jadi pandai, nak cuba jadi lebih bergaya tanpa rasa "terpaksa".

If you guys jenis tak pakai make-up and your face natural beauty but you nak jugak pakai make-up sebab tengok orang lain pakai cantik. Eeee muka dia flawless, tapi muka aku banyak pimples, dia kurus ada thigh gap, kenapa aku gemuk ada lemak and bla bla bla. I know, kita semua mesti pernah rasa semua tu. Even sampai ahh tak bestnya hidup! *bunuh diri* Aippp, fikir balik. Allah jadikan kita sebaik baik manusia dan setiap daripada kita ada kelebihan dan kekurangan sendiri. Mungkin kita tak nampak sekarang. Tapi satu hari nanti : )

Please, kalau kita nak sangat perubahan dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Jangan sampai kita rasa TERPAKSA nak buat benda tu. Susah kalau kita buat sesuatu benda sebab terpaksa tau. It's better if we do something atas kerelaan kita sendiri,

Based on my experience, dulu finaz memang sangat sangat "alergik" dengan make-up ni semua lagi2 lipstick. Ohhhh sh** memang musuh ketat gila tu. Ingat lagi masa tadika, cikgu nak pakaikan lipstick sebab nak bergambar pakai jubah yang ala2 kita nak convo tu hahahaha. Pehhh time Allah je tahu perasaan aku nak cari tisu untuk lap balik lipstik tu sampai rasa nak nangis nak melalak kuat2. ahahaaha. Sebab takde tisu, takde cara lain nak lap, at last aku lap kat jubah aku pakai tu. hahahahahahaahah.

Sampailah umur aku 17 tahun (lepas habis spm I think so) finaz start untuk cuba pakai lipstick slow2 tanpa rasa TERPAKSA. Sampailah sekarang I feel so confident wearing any lipstick without any hesitation. kahkah.

Sampai aritu ada majlis apa entah so finaz tga siap2 kat bilik then my mom pelik and she was like "eleh budak tu dulu geli dgn lipstick sampai nangis2 sekarang dia pula pakai lebih2" hahahahaha see? Until my mom sendiri perasan apa finaz geli dulu tulah finaz pakai skrg.

So, what I want to say is, you don't have to try so hard to impress people out there. Cukup kita pakai atas kerelaan sendiri dan MEMANG KITA NAK PAKAI. For ourselves. For sure, it takes time to try something that we dislike. It's okay.

So, pasal tubuh badan pula, maaf kalau ada cakap benda yang terasa ke apa. Tak ada niat langsung. Tahu, perasaan insecure tu mesti ada. Kadang yang kurus nak gemok. Yang gemok nak kurus. Takpe, lantak pi orang nak cakap apa pasal kita. Jangan sampai kau TERPAKSA taknak makan sanggup berlapar sebab nak kurus. Jangan pls. Kesian tau, Allah dah bagi kita nikmat makan tapi kita taknak makan semata-mata nak kurus. Sebab ada setengah orang yang Allah dah tarik nikmat makan dia. Haa. cuma kalau betul nak cantikkan lagi diri ni biarlah berpada-pada cthnya kurangkan makan ke or makan vegetables maybe. Ikut kemampuan sendiri tp jgn sampai TERPAKSA. Okay?

Kalau ada yang cakap "eleh kau kurus boleh ah cakap sng blablabla" Daripada awak cakap macamtu why not awak jaga pemakanan tu. Nak badan cantik tapi still complain itu ini tak jalan juga kan? So, you know what's best for your own body. : )

This picture tells you the truth babe. So,

Stop the negative talk about your body.

Our differences make us beautiful.

Embrace your unique qualities and love who you are. : )

Next, flawless or not? Yang ni aku pun terasa, hahaha. okay tak lah. sebab muka finaz sendiri pun banyak flaws. kahkah. Yang ni finaz tak berapa nak tahu sbb ni pasal our skin and it depends what we use the product for our skin right. Sebab ada sesetengah kulit yang sangat sensitif tak boleh kena cahaya matahari lah ada yang tak boleh guna itu tak boleh guna ini. So, it's your skin and you know what's best for your own skin.

Apa yang penting, kita buat bukan sebab kita nak tiru orang sampai diri kita terpaksa nak buat benda tu. No need okay. Just be yourself. Yeah, love yourself.

I believe that, as we grow older, the more we want to try something new. I feel you guys because I've been through the same thing.

Perasaan insecure pun, memang kalau diikutkan semua orang insecure dengan orang lain termasuk lah saya sendiri yang asyik2 nak insecure. hahahaa. Tapi, setiap kali finaz insecure, I told myself, just be grateful what we have right now. Mungkin apa yang kita ada, orang lain takde dan begitu juga sebaliknya. : )

The song that inspired me to write this is below.





That's all for today. Assalamualaikum. : )   ***pinashpublish***

A little throwback story.

Assalamualaikum. Hi : )

Okay, harini mood memang nak taip dalam bm. Kalau ada bahasa campur campur sikit tu takpe ea. Boleh kan? Boleh ea tq : * Harini finaz just nak share about today's activity and maybe a little throwback stoooory. hihi *senyum gigi*

Alright. So, today is a very very boring day ever. Ever ke? Yelah kan. Hari jumaat memang I don't have any class. Jadi, jawapannya memang boring ah mereput lah kan kan kan?! *nangis hua*

Today's activity dari pagi after I wake up (tengahari sebenarnya) *pandang bawah* lepas mandi, pergi makan, then main phone, bukak laptop, tengok gambar, dengar lagu, tutup laptop, main phone lagi, tidur lagi, bangun, solat, main phone lagi sampai lah sekarang MAIN PHONE LAGI dan sekarang ni MENULIS BLOG. sebab apa? sebab tak tahu nak buat apa lagi. ha ha ha.

Padahal I have another one report to accomplish and I have to get ready for 4 presentations for next week. Don't worry 4 presentations tu slide semua dah siap tinggal another one slide in progress. Weh, beraninya aku cakap boring padahal ada benda je nak kena buat lol *emoji nangis ketawa* Ala biasalah, tak namanya student ah buat kerja last minit :p yang penting kerja tetap hantar. Kan?

Since I have nothing to do, so I would like to tell you guys about my past. Yeah my past (when I was a kid) agak lawak jugak lah hahahahahahaha. (okay aku dah ketawa dulu) Do you guys believe if I tell you yang finaz pernah minum air minyak tanah?! HAHAHAHA bongoknya weh minum minyak tanah kot hahahahaha adoi I still can't forget that moment tho *emoji nangis ketawa byk2*

But, finaz sangat sangat bersyukur sebab Allah panjangkan lagi umur ni sampailah sekarang dah besar dah *tetap 149cm : (*  Menurut apa yang mama cerita, that time mama tga suapkan makan actually, then finaz kepedasan terus capai cawan yang ada depan mata terus minum. Nak dijadikan cerita, rupanya cawan yang ada air masak tu cousin dah tukarkan dengan air minyak tanah. Biasalah kita budak budak dulu kan nakal nakal. hahaha. Weh terus biru muka niiiii :O mama cakap terus pengsan then bawak pergi hospital. Haih nasib panjang umur ni lagi. Hahahaha.

Until now, I'm still wondering about my height. Maybe minyak tanah punya effect ke? Tu yang kecik je dari dulu. hahhahahhaaha. No no no. I'm not saying like I'm not grateful. Ofcourse I'm grateful bcs He gives me chance to still can breathe until today : )

This is me. 

Saje letak gambar ni. Takut cakap tipu pulak tinggi 149 cm. hahahahahaha. kbai.

So, that's all for today. Hihi bye. Assalamualaikum : )   ***pinashpublish***

For the first time.

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So, here is my very first time to post it on blog. OMG. I still can't believe that finally I have my own blogger acc. hahaha. Actually, I want to have a blog a long time ago but today and NOW, RIGHT NOW, I finally have my own blog. *bunga api pap pap pap* hahaha sooo exticed TOO EXCITED. okay. Do you guys want to know how I come to create this account? taknak tahu it's okay. I nak cerita jugak :p today 16th Sept is Malaysia Day so it's a public holiday but I just stay at college and lie in my bed, sitting in front of my laptop and end up creating this acc :O So, I was totally bored out of my mind. Another reason why I really want to have this blog is because I love writing since primary school. (sebab karangan BM I A+++ kot.) *plus plus tu tipu* Eh no, I'm not trying to be cocky but the things that I want to say is I just love writing. To be honest, my english is soooo sooooo broken :| I tell u guys the truth tau *rahsia kita kita okay* since primary school lagi I can't deal with English subject. Idk why. Maybe that's my weakness kot. BUT, for every single day, I tell myself, I have to speak even one word. It's okay if you can't speak in fully english or in broken english ATLEAST you're TRYING. Then, kesalahan grammar tu kita betulkan and do not repeat the same broken grammar again. Slow slow okay. Pinash boleh! *shows muscles* 

I don't know what else can I share in this blog. But yeah, inshaAllah I will use this acc to make something useful or in another word, is worth for me and the people out there/people reading this. 

That's all for today. bye assalamualaikum : )    ***pinashpublish***